SWOT
swotvac - never liked it. it’s just a week of hell.
this one night, i asked myself if i could ever sing and play and have fun in public. I realised that i can’t. not anymore. but i do want to step out of this and do the fun things that i used to do in the past. i am trying. i just need to be patient with myself and with people that i don’t love.
i hate swotvac. i hate it when i have so much of things that i don’t like to do, i hate losing my ‘me time’, i hate waking up thinking that it’s only 7am when it’s actually really 12pm already, i hate having flashbacks.
but on top of all that, i love the one who takes all my hate away from me.
